sheesh. today was totally a letdown luh... ):

ok. practice in the morning wasnt that bad xD but it's like. ezra didnt practise, so mr fong asked stephanie to play, but she had never played it before but she didnt play all that bad either >< but somehow i had to play. ok. and i was so MALU. haha.

anyway, we were let off at 12 to have lunch. haha. i had lunch with isabel, yin shuang, siu yen, kenny, riduwan, and jian liang. haha jian liang's really cute; as in adorable cute. although he's a sec3 xD ok. we were like all laughing at kenny cuz he was practically SHOVING food down at a tremendous rate. haha and he finished a chicken foldover in like i dont know how many minutes?!?!?! lol. and it's like. he had curry sauce right, and so he put like 2 fries inside it and ate from the box. that is like sooooo sick luh ><

and than we started laughing about his weight. haha. siu yen was like: eh you know lifts they have a capacity right, so next time instead of putting 20 persons, they should put '20 persons or 1 kenny'. haha that was like so funny. it set me off laughing mann... and i laughed until i was like ALL full haha.

and then after that yin shuang saw one little kid who was eating an ice-cream and putting some sauce over it. i dont know if it was barbacue sauce or maple syrup but either way it was still really gross... haha. yin shuang said: kenny, he's worse than you!! haha lolness

ok now comes the depressing part. for swallow, apparently we sang SHARP. and for crown of roses, we didnt breathe with the mouth shape and blahblahblah. BIN-NAM-MA was like the WORST. period. firstly, we were already rushing FROM THE START. and secondly, towards the end, the sops were rushing like siao. and it's like. i saw mr fong desparately trying yto get us back into our proper timing but it seemed like nobody saw. or rather. i guess some people just dont bother. anyway, i tried to slow down. but like WHAT CAN ONE PERSON DO AGAINST 80 OF US?!?!?! siu yen said he also tried to slow down.

and so after that, mr fong scolded us, mdm goo scolded us, chairman of choir scolded us and alto SL scolded us.

and i felt so demoralised luh... like it's no as if NO ONE put in any effort right... but at least amirul said he saw cheng wei trying to slow down too.

and the worst thing is, most of the blame was one the SEC1s. so unfair right??? like come ON mann... doesnt mean we're the youngest means we cant sing right. SHEESH.

anyway, it was so demoralising that i felt like CRYING larh.. and i'm not really one to lose control of my emotions THAT easily. so you should know how it felt then ): ok enough of the depressing stuff.

the funny part is: ezra turned the page too early and i had to stop playing cuz i didnt know what the chords were. haha. and after that he was like 'sorry'. ah but it's ok >< haha

alrighty. ENOUGH ABI!!! haha. =\

<3abi

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